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haemophilusGot off to an earlier start today than yesterday. I have a meeting at 11:30 so thumbs up on being out of bed well before it happened. I think I didn't get enough sleep last night but whatever. Who needs sleep.
Yesterday I did a lot of organizing of references for this document for work. I need to continue doing that before my meeting. I think I'm probably going to end up not doing any work after my work and my meeting today. I'm not sure if I can yet but if I get all systems go from my family I want to use my most recent paycheck to go buy some summer clothes. I also need to buy cat food and face soap.
Currently flipping back and forth on whether or not I want to make a therapist appointment for this summer. I have been very stressed and I think I need help dealing with my anxiety. It's probably the time in my life where it will be the most convenient to go to therapy. On the other hand, I think therapy will make me have to deal with family stuff i don't want to deal with. As I am currently living in my parents' house and on my parents' health insurance, I dunno if I'm comfortable paying someone to go talk to a stranger about anything negative about my parents. It feels like a bad time and the best time all at once.
Repression doesn't cost a dime.
I just talked to some friends again last night about some stuff that happened when I was a kid and I woke up feeling dirty that I talked about it. If this is what therapy is going to do to me then I don't really want it.
I got two really nice comments on my fic which was great and then a kind of confusing comment about how it was inaccurate anatomically. I'm so busy that I didn't really have the time to write a sexy fic for my friend and do intense anal fisting research. So I told them that and then said they can totally write their own and I would read it. Which is true - the more kinky fic the better in my opinion. Sunny fandom is like. . .shockingly super vanilla though so we'll see how that request goes down.
Anyway, I need to prepare for my Healthcare Delivery final this weekend and really put my back into this systematic review of pigeon enteric bacteria but I think I would also like to get up Chapter 2 of 'summer shandy' this weekend. However, I'm not sure yet because I still really need to take a look at it and ask myself how long I want the chapters to be. I'm used to making them pretty short honestly but it would be interesting to work on making them longer
I didn't go to the internet on my phone all day today and I'm pretty proud of myself. Maybe that seems small but everything is one day at a time.
Yesterday I did a lot of organizing of references for this document for work. I need to continue doing that before my meeting. I think I'm probably going to end up not doing any work after my work and my meeting today. I'm not sure if I can yet but if I get all systems go from my family I want to use my most recent paycheck to go buy some summer clothes. I also need to buy cat food and face soap.
Currently flipping back and forth on whether or not I want to make a therapist appointment for this summer. I have been very stressed and I think I need help dealing with my anxiety. It's probably the time in my life where it will be the most convenient to go to therapy. On the other hand, I think therapy will make me have to deal with family stuff i don't want to deal with. As I am currently living in my parents' house and on my parents' health insurance, I dunno if I'm comfortable paying someone to go talk to a stranger about anything negative about my parents. It feels like a bad time and the best time all at once.
Repression doesn't cost a dime.
I just talked to some friends again last night about some stuff that happened when I was a kid and I woke up feeling dirty that I talked about it. If this is what therapy is going to do to me then I don't really want it.
I got two really nice comments on my fic which was great and then a kind of confusing comment about how it was inaccurate anatomically. I'm so busy that I didn't really have the time to write a sexy fic for my friend and do intense anal fisting research. So I told them that and then said they can totally write their own and I would read it. Which is true - the more kinky fic the better in my opinion. Sunny fandom is like. . .shockingly super vanilla though so we'll see how that request goes down.
Anyway, I need to prepare for my Healthcare Delivery final this weekend and really put my back into this systematic review of pigeon enteric bacteria but I think I would also like to get up Chapter 2 of 'summer shandy' this weekend. However, I'm not sure yet because I still really need to take a look at it and ask myself how long I want the chapters to be. I'm used to making them pretty short honestly but it would be interesting to work on making them longer
I didn't go to the internet on my phone all day today and I'm pretty proud of myself. Maybe that seems small but everything is one day at a time.
