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Afternoon, dreamwidth! Time for my daily reflection on life :) It's around 2:30 in the afternoon and it will probably be 3:00 by the time this is posted. It's cloudy and grey outside, but not raining. I'm not sure if it will, or if the weather will just be bleh. Magically, the coffee shop isn't freezing today so I'm pretty pleased with that. I got coffee, I got my computer, I got my planner/notebook and I'm ready to rumble.

I already got an hour and a half of work done this morning which was nice. Then I went home and put dinner in the crock pot, took care of the dogs, and dropped my brother off at work. I need to get cat litter tonight, but I don't think I will until after I pick him up from work. I will probably miss out on having dinner with my family, but that's alright. 

It's chicken and vegetables in Korma sauce we bought at the store. I don't really know what that will taste like, but I'm excited to try it. Pretty much everything put in the slow cooker tastes awesome, so I think it will be great. 

Work is going well. I nabbed another contact this morning for my conference, and I sent out some drafts to some more people. I also got into doing more redrafting of my American Indian and gay/men who have sex with men reviews. I can't redraft the foreign-born review until I have a meeting with one of my colleagues and I get some notes back from my preceptor. 

Redrafting this American Indian review has been really interesting and has made me think about language a lot. It's sort of going through stages so I had my preceptor look at it first and she was like "add more information" and then I had one of my colleagues look at it who is a liason for the tribes and she was like "change this language specifically" and then I had a conversation with a fellow student who is American Indian himself and works with HCV and that added an extra layer of context and food for thought. It's kind of on draft. . .2.5 rather on draft 2 because of how many eyes have already been on it.

But I think my conversation with the fellow student was the most interesting because we had a discussion on American Indians in how we need to change our perception of them as a racial/ethnic group to recognition of their tribes as distinct legal entities. So when we're discussing AI health and AI land rights and treaties, it's different than other 'racial/ethnic' groups because it's more like we are working with another country, such as France, and often not honoring our agreements that we have with these countries. Essentially viewing AIs as dual citizens rather than minorities. So I'm doing some restructuring to reflect this perspective.

I finally finished my Frank/Barbara fic yesterday. I can't believe I spent 22 days on that thing. I felt a certain bereavement when it was completed. It was a surprisingly emotional thing to write by the end, just saying goodbye to this 35+ year relationship. I got a little attached to goddamn Frank and Barbara Reynolds. Emotions? In my weird rarepair fic? It's more likely than you'd think.

Anyway, I definitely want to write more fic but I might need to take a few days off because jeez. . .just gotta let that drained feeling fade. Then again, who knows, I might write porn or some shit tonight lol. Really naughty MacDennis prostitute porn or something.

God, I s2g my life is like 'prostitute porn and social justice writing. . .the duality of man.'

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A shitload of stuff has happened since I last posted here. It's almost head-spinning, which is kind of why I stopped posting. I've had the down time for sure at some points, but not really the emotional energy to go over all the shit that's been going on. Suffice it to say that we lost a car, my computer, my phone, and my dog's right eye within the span of about a month and a half. But we also gained a car, a new computer, a phone, a therapist, and a dog who looks like a pirate so - I guess it's alright. Plus I have had my job, my practicum, and I've been writing fic like a fiend. And I've made new friends online which has been really really fun. If you try hard and believe in yourself, you can make friends without using tumblr \o/ Plus I've stopped being so much of a hermit now - I go to a coffee shop to work almost every day. So I guess there's just been a lot of ups and downs, but my family is okay and I'm okay and so we keep going.

I am currently gearing up for the school year, which starts in two weeks. I can hardly believe I'm on year two of my master's degree. In September, I have been invited to speak at a conference across the country where I go to school online to discuss my practicum work. So I've been torn between scheduling meetings with stakeholders to read drafts and participate on the panel and booking my transportation. Which naturally is the cheapest for the people running the conference and the most inconvenient and annoying for me.

Me: Okay I'd like to fly out of an airport twenty minutes away and I don't really care how long the flight is, I just don't want to transport myself to the nearest city an hour and a half away and get on the plane there
Them: Okay so our most cost effective option is the really inconvenient one though where we make you travel for an hour and a half to the city, grab transport to the airport which you pay for yourself, and then fly for six hours to get here
Me: I will literally take a seven hour layover in Dallas over that
Them: So I'm putting you down for yes on our plan. Also when you leave us you're going to leave at 5:15 AM I hope that's ok.

SIGH. I mean it's an honor to be invited and everything but holy Christ I hate scheduling transportation.

Anyway, I really am loving the work that is getting me the invite. I've been in the process of networking with contacts from various stakeholder groups which is one of my favorite things to do. It always feels like putting a puzzle together, getting people to all participate in a thing. And sometimes you have to get friends of friends to do it or you call someone really obscure as a contact and they're like 'well I'm not doing that anymore but I can direct you to two people who might." Each time I grab a contact or, even better, when I grab someone who says 'yes' the rush is just amazing.

If anyone ever tells you that fandom participation is useless, this is a talent I learned that I had by participating in fandom. TAKE THAT, PEOPLE JUDGY OF HOBBYISTS.

In related news, with the help of friends I coordinated a Sunny rarepair prompt fest that turned out to be a success! Twelve works so far, and I'm hoping for more. But even if it just ends up being twelve - I'm floored. This fandom never ceases to surprise me. 

4/24/17

Apr. 24th, 2017 12:03 pm
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 Woke up this morning to a message by a microbiologist friend asking if you could get a strep infection on your penis by getting a blow job from someone with strep throat. Apparently the answer is 'it's rare, but yes.' Why you would want to give head while you have strep throat I don't know. I mean, you would maybe think that someone in some sort of desperate situation would be the only person who would do such a thing, but you would be dead wrong. All the question sites had people whose girlfriends just really wanted to give head while they had strep throat. Sex was a mistake.


Retooled a fic that was a lazy drabble collection into a passion project because that's what it wanted to be despite me trying to put it on a leash. I'm pretty excited about it. I like to write scenery porn stories in the summertime and this fic is about New Jersey which is a place I have a lot of summer memories of so it should be really interesting. You can find it here.

Anyway I'm going to post up my weekly schedule as a sticky for some motivation. + I'm procrastinating on writing this paper #dragme.

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